The truth in thought

The sacred silence you have in your mind.
Will take some others some time to find.

The wonderful connection while your in a thought to thought.
It is somthing that can never be bought.

Your ideas and stories become one.
Then finally your search will be done.

You have found love with someone special and great.
Your very mind helped you find your fate.

Never again will you search for this connection.
For you have finally reached emotional perfection.

Love is something eternal it can nver be undone.
Love is something you will never want to shun.

If one looks back at their love with hatred, and disgrace.
Should be sticken from all time and space.

They are disturbed for hating something they never began to feel.
Feel sadness for them, because they never see loves appeal.

The winter blues.

The day of confusion.
The day I dread.
The day I fear.
The day I hate.

December 16th.

The man responsible for my life.
He was taken at the wrong time.
I wanted a father.
But all I got was lonlieness.

December 16th.

I never knew him.
Now I will never know him.
He was my father.
But he was a stranger.

December 16th.

I will get over his death.
But I will never forget the feelings.
One day I will be like him.
But hopefully a different person.

December 16th.

The reality of love.

My beautiful angel.
Stay here forever with me.

I need you for I am gel.
Only you can give me form.

But this can not be.
Remember me please.

I see you always.
And it haunts me so.

I hate you.
I love you.

Makes no sense.
Thoughts unclear.

I will live on though.
A soldier of love.

Marching to my death.
Take me now sweet dove.

I care about you so much.
So I will set you free now.

I will cherish you always.
Never mine; Always in mind.

You destroyed me

Three times I asked, three times I was denied.
You just sat there and watched as I died.

How can I one day be your all.
Then in your eyes I fall?

Our friendship was full of life.
Then you stabbed its heart with a knife, full of strife.

How are we not friends? You betrayed me.
You alone killed my glee.

We together made a mighty oak tree.
Now it is just debris.

I was the life giving roots, and you were the beautiful leaves.
Now I watch as you are plundered by theives.

How can anyone love this naked oak tree?
Now with me alone, and you gone, my death is a guarantee.

You used to be the only one that could help me.
Now I must grow alone, and create my own beauty.

Love story

You say I am a toad,
But as the story goes,
If you kiss me I will
Become a handsome prince.
No longer will you be shamed,
Because your my queen.
I will never look upon another women,
For you are mine to hold.
But as the story goes,
If you kiss me I will
Become a handsome prince.

Strangled by the night

Such a frightening sight,
To be killed by the thing,
That your not supposed to be afraid of.
But it is the truth,
I was stangled by the night.
I was told that my death was their right,
Strangled by the night.

The April Rains

Oh, gentle death.
Cradles you like a mothers embrace.
Cold, stiffness, siece to live.
I try my hardest to get to it.

It is like an addiction to meth.
Trying to get something, you know you should not get.
Wabting it makes you ugly.
And takes away your friends.

If anyone can help me.
Why don't they help?
Do they take pleasure in my suicidal thoughts?
I hate them for hating me.

Maybe they do see.
My slow death coming towards them.
What if they tried to stop it?
I will never know because now I am dead.

So many attempts to end it.
One finally succeded.
Learn from this.
Do not respect it.

People tore me down bit by bit.
But some helped me.
They gave me a kind word.
Now I left them.

Why did I do the absurd?

An addiction to love

Thoughts of you constantly plague my mind.
You are always in my dreams.

What once used to be dull is now refined.
The wanting of love flow into multiple streams.

You are the most beautiful women on the planet.
You will never see me the way I see you.

I wish we can have love as strong as granite.
My feelings for you are so true.

I will try my hardest for you just to like me.
Then maybe finally you will see the way I do.

I have to set myself free, so finally.
I can love; this is so overdue.

If you never like me that is fine.
This feeling is like getting a shove.

I will know if you like me because I will get a sign.
This is an addiction to love.

The laughter that couldn't stop

I laughed and laughed till I was out of air.
Is this a laugh of joy or hate; oh this I cannot bear.

I laughed and laughed even though I was told to stop.
There were so many tears I needed a mop.

Oh make this stop this sinful laugh of mine.
I have been laughing for so long I might even die.

Now I am starting to go blue in the face.
I guess now I have sealed my fate.

This laughter that was never stopped.
I laughed and laughed till I finally dropped.