The start of a new day

For some reason I have of feeling of something, or someone pushing me towards a more productive direction. It could be some unknown diety starting to take interest in me, or just my subconscience saying " get the fuck up and do something", but either way I don't really care about the reason. I feel like this is something I should take advantage of, and make the best damn lemonade out of lemons I just recieved from life.

To my love.

She is there with me all the time, and I love her so much, but I have addictions to certain things, and I want to cure it, but the more I try it seems like the more it hurts us. She says she will be there no matter what, but she is only human, there is so much someone can put up with until she says that she has had enough. A part of me would die if she would leave me, but I would respect her wishes. The only thing I can hope for is so seek help, not only for me, but for the better of our relationship. I love you angel, forever and always.

This blog is going to change

Instead as a outlet for all of my writings, this blog will now strictly be a place for my opinions, that I will try to update on a day, by day basis. I need to try and write more because I have started to severly lack in the writing department, and it depresses to see me just waste away the hours doing nothing, when I should be writing. Thank you for reading and have a nice day.